I joined fitness first when I first started losing weight - the only time I could fit in a sesson was first thing in the morning - so I used to leave the house at about 5.30 and get in there for about 6.30 and then would work out for about 2 hours - but I felt like the out sider most of the time as I was the big one and the skinny girls were there in there tight exercise clothes and there would be me with my over sized t-shirt and joggers

Anyway they showed us around first day and then never really took much notice of us after that they would wander around talking to the fit young girls

I did it for a while but couldn't carry it on as I moved out the area and took me longer to get to work - that probably sounds like a really bad excuse but its true

But I didn't like this company

I bet that was awkward eh? Don't feel so bad man, atleast you were giving effort. Thats what its about.

i can understand ... i've got friends with gym memberships who have drug me along, and most are guys and use me somehow to hook them up with hot chicks through "girl talk" apparently ... but even though i'm not incredibly overweight or out of shape or anything, i'm definitely not a slut in skin tight clothes ... i'm perfectly satisfied in my regular 'ol tshirts with the sleeves cut off and basketball shorts that cover my knees ... i'm german, i'm wide, i'm not a toothpick, i have curves ... even i feel a little out of the ordinary when i'm at a public gym ...